Enough Rest.
It's Time to Go Ahead!
25.9.10
23.9.10
You enlightened me.
You can't outrun me.
You can't bring me down.
Only I can break myself.
But I refuse to give up, refuse to slow down.
I will make it through.
You can't bring me down.
Only I can break myself.
But I refuse to give up, refuse to slow down.
I will make it through.
21.9.10
Online Shop? NO! Is online watch!
09 Dec 2010, which is my Birthday, is school Prom Night.(such a big day for me! haha)
so i'm going online to search for any nice dresses.
Although the dresses are so nice, i dun think i can fit any of them with my big butt.(i'm very serious...)
The models with long and slim legs+pretty faces+good figures+dresses+make up = Prefect!
These are some dresses that i like/gooding looking:
<---This one i like the most!
I like this pair of high heels, especially the side view of it =]
11.9.10
Missing you...
I miss him a lot, even though we are apart for almost 2 years.
Even though we never even start any relationship, but how he treated me really like a girlfriend.
He always tried his best to make me feel happy.
I still remember what he said, "沒有傷悲,只有快樂"
Yes, i wanna be with him now.
We had many memories together.
We went out for so many times;
We could talk on phone from night till the next day morning;
We mugged together for O level;
We shared secrets;
We shared jokes...
but yet, we got many more things that we haven't done together.
I miss YOU. I miss the happy days when we were together.
At first i really wannna start a relationship with you, but i started feeling irritated when time went by.
Is by your action? by your attitude? I don't know.
But now i regret.
I want to be with you...
I dreamt about u ytd.
"You called me one day and wanted to woo me again. And...I didn't reject you."
After the dream, i kept thinking about you today.
I thought about the days that we spend together, what a lovely and joyful memory.
I just watched the last video that you sent me.
I had a strong feeling and i was so touched by your words.
My tears came down and i indeed wanna tell you that...
I MISS YOU.
7.9.10
Goal~Goal~GO~
Only 6 days left to Prelims for H2 subjects, which is less than a week.
Not much to say, just wanna set my goals here:
H2 Maths B
H2 Phy B
H2 Chem B
God bless me.
Not much to say, just wanna set my goals here:
H2 Maths B
H2 Phy B
H2 Chem B
God bless me.
29.8.10
He will make a way for me.
讀書冇晒衝勁,點繼續落去?=///////////////
Where are my determination and perseverance gone to??
I need motivation to carry on, but where can i look for it?
Don't blame or complain, just depend on yourself.
Be self-discipline, self control.
Put in all you have, to give it your best shot.
Don't look back, set your goals and move forwards.
Strive for success and every effort will pay off eventually.
Trust in God and He will lead me through the hard time.
He will make a way when there seems to be no way.
He works the way we cannot see, He will make a way for me.
Where are my determination and perseverance gone to??
I need motivation to carry on, but where can i look for it?
Don't blame or complain, just depend on yourself.
Be self-discipline, self control.
Put in all you have, to give it your best shot.
Don't look back, set your goals and move forwards.
Strive for success and every effort will pay off eventually.
Trust in God and He will lead me through the hard time.
He will make a way when there seems to be no way.
He works the way we cannot see, He will make a way for me.
1.8.10
13.7.10
Once Again...
Haiz, last time i heard from a friend that there would be no PMT for BT2, i was quite relieved after i heard that.
Unfortunately, what my friend said is not reliable because i realised that there will be PMT after i checked the student organiser.
Sh*t! OMG, i just promised mom that i would study hard during the last PMT and i screwed up and scored badly for the following test! It means that my mom has to see my tutor one more time!
I never tell mom how i did yet, but i am worrying mom cannot stand such a blow...
i rmb that i said sth along that line to mom, "if i really strive hard, i confirm can get good results one!" but now...
I believe that mom will be super disappointed on me after she knows my results.
Although i have improvement for my maths this time round, but i don't dare to tell her coz she surely will ask me "how about other subjects?"
It is so shameful for parents to meet the teachers due to the terrible acadamic performance of their children(at least i feel disgraced if i am one of them). And now, mom has to visit school one more time...
I know i deserve what i get, but mom does not.
Everytime i blame her not to discipline, supervise me and encourage me to study hard, but actually what mom did for me is much much more than what i think and what i know. I confess that she has expended much care and thought on me, but i get everything for granted, sometime i don't even appreciate it. So the one to blame is myself instead of anyone else.
Being a 20 years old adult, i should have self discipline and self restaint. I can't lie to myself that i am still a small kid that depend everything on my parents.
So now I have to wake up, it's time to wake up.
I have to push myself, and most importantly, put practice into action.
Unfortunately, what my friend said is not reliable because i realised that there will be PMT after i checked the student organiser.
Sh*t! OMG, i just promised mom that i would study hard during the last PMT and i screwed up and scored badly for the following test! It means that my mom has to see my tutor one more time!
I never tell mom how i did yet, but i am worrying mom cannot stand such a blow...
i rmb that i said sth along that line to mom, "if i really strive hard, i confirm can get good results one!" but now...
I believe that mom will be super disappointed on me after she knows my results.
Although i have improvement for my maths this time round, but i don't dare to tell her coz she surely will ask me "how about other subjects?"
It is so shameful for parents to meet the teachers due to the terrible acadamic performance of their children(at least i feel disgraced if i am one of them). And now, mom has to visit school one more time...
I know i deserve what i get, but mom does not.
Everytime i blame her not to discipline, supervise me and encourage me to study hard, but actually what mom did for me is much much more than what i think and what i know. I confess that she has expended much care and thought on me, but i get everything for granted, sometime i don't even appreciate it. So the one to blame is myself instead of anyone else.
Being a 20 years old adult, i should have self discipline and self restaint. I can't lie to myself that i am still a small kid that depend everything on my parents.
So now I have to wake up, it's time to wake up.
I have to push myself, and most importantly, put practice into action.
12.7.10
Reflection
Look at me
You may think you see who I really am
But you'll never know me
Every day
It's as if I play a part
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now
In a world where I have to hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world
What's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection
Someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be
Free to fly
That burns with a need to know
The reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think, how we feel?
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide?
I won't pretend that I'm someone else for all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
10.7.10
IS THERE ANY HOPE FOR ME??
由琴晚7點瞓到今朝10點,的確係因之前考試挍到好攰,但同時又好似想借瞓覺去逃避面對現實,唔想向任何人交代d咩咁,好想等自己靜一靜.....
從今朝起身,心入面就一直諗住d成績,但每次讀書時就有心無力,專心唔到.
有時真係好想放棄,唔想再去追求d咩,但一諗到自己係屋企入面最後一個能夠成為大學生的希望,又係父母最抱期望的一個,咁都冇辦法啦,都要挨埋佢,入左大學先算.
中學果時攞全班第一, O' level 時攞好成績,爸爸媽咪不知幾咁開心,幾咁以我為榮.
估唔到宜家上左JC,次次考試後都要見家長,令到佢地幾丟架...真係好對唔住我架父母.
真係好希望之後果4個月我會生生性性,好好讀書,作最後衝刺!
9.7.10
29.5.10
3.4.10
Reflect!
I finally can blog the second jouney coz i forgot my password!! i tried like more than 10 times to get my password correct..Luncky i eventually can sign in=)
Today i got the badminton team T-shirt, but i felt very depressed and frustrated after today's training...my coach said my skill and techniques are not up to standard..
What he said is really matter a lot to me, i immediately lost my passion and confidence on badminton and on myself. When i was playing mixed double with the guys b4 the end of the training, i couldn't give full play to my skill, even some simple strokes i also couldn't hit properly or missed it...after the training, i went off immediately coz i didn't want other ppl to see my black and sad face=( i felt the sense of failure and defeat.. why i did not improve much for the pass 1 year?? y? it indeed breaks my spirit and makes me feel disappointed on myself.......
Not only on sports, it goes same to my academic aspect. I have ever gotten this lousy and terrible and disgusting and bad results b4. i dunno how to tell this shocking news to my mom, but b4 the BT, i already told her that she needs to go sch and see my civic tutor regarding to my results, hope that she got mentally prepared.
According to my classmates, Parent-meet-tutor day is on 30 April, i am scared that my mom will be extremely disappointed when she knows the results.....Haiz...
i always promised myself that i MUST study , but i always couldn't put it into practice, i always get tempted or easily distracted by other things, give excuses to myself...i already used to get bad results nowadays, so i dun feel stressed over my results...But i know that shld not be the way, A Level is drawing nearer, i have not much time left to prepare for the exams, i think i really really really need to wake up and pluck up, back to be a diligent and hardworking student like last time!
P.S. i feel happy receiving the Team T-shirt anw, tat is what i have been looking forward to have since last year! Finally...Haha=))
Today i got the badminton team T-shirt, but i felt very depressed and frustrated after today's training...my coach said my skill and techniques are not up to standard..
What he said is really matter a lot to me, i immediately lost my passion and confidence on badminton and on myself. When i was playing mixed double with the guys b4 the end of the training, i couldn't give full play to my skill, even some simple strokes i also couldn't hit properly or missed it...after the training, i went off immediately coz i didn't want other ppl to see my black and sad face=( i felt the sense of failure and defeat.. why i did not improve much for the pass 1 year?? y? it indeed breaks my spirit and makes me feel disappointed on myself.......
Not only on sports, it goes same to my academic aspect. I have ever gotten this lousy and terrible and disgusting and bad results b4. i dunno how to tell this shocking news to my mom, but b4 the BT, i already told her that she needs to go sch and see my civic tutor regarding to my results, hope that she got mentally prepared.
According to my classmates, Parent-meet-tutor day is on 30 April, i am scared that my mom will be extremely disappointed when she knows the results.....Haiz...
i always promised myself that i MUST study , but i always couldn't put it into practice, i always get tempted or easily distracted by other things, give excuses to myself...i already used to get bad results nowadays, so i dun feel stressed over my results...But i know that shld not be the way, A Level is drawing nearer, i have not much time left to prepare for the exams, i think i really really really need to wake up and pluck up, back to be a diligent and hardworking student like last time!
ADD OIL GIRL!
P.S. i feel happy receiving the Team T-shirt anw, tat is what i have been looking forward to have since last year! Finally...Haha=))
8.2.10
Haha first time to create my own blog! i am quite excited about tat as i wanted to create my personal blog for a long time, but i know myself well tat i wun update my blog frequently and eventually i will left my blog 'dead'...but anw i hope my interest of blogging with last long...haha
Let's talk about my life...
i seriously did nothing in this weekends, wait let's me think, nope, i did 1 qn of maths on the topic of vectors. Nowadays i hv no mood to do hw or study...
Let's talk about my life...
i seriously did nothing in this weekends, wait let's me think, nope, i did 1 qn of maths on the topic of vectors. Nowadays i hv no mood to do hw or study...
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