12.7.10

Reflection


Look at me
You may think you see who I really am
But you'll never know me
Every day
It's as if I play a part

Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?

When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

I am now
In a world where I have to hide my heart
And what I believe in

But somehow
I will show the world
What's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?

Why is my reflection
Someone I don't know?

Must I pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time?

When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

There's a heart that must be
Free to fly
That burns with a need to know
The reason why

Why must we all conceal
What we think, how we feel?

Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide?

I won't pretend that I'm someone else for all time


When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

10.7.10

IS THERE ANY HOPE FOR ME??

心情極之唔好~
由琴晚7點瞓到今朝10點,的確係因之前考試挍到好攰,但同時又好似想借瞓覺去逃避面對現實,唔想向任何人交代d咩咁,好想等自己靜一靜.....

從今朝起身,心入面就一直諗住d成績,但每次讀書時就有心無力,專心唔到.
有時真係好想放棄,唔想再去追求d咩,但一諗到自己係屋企入面最後一個能夠成為大學生的希望,又係父母最抱期望的一個,咁都冇辦法啦,都要挨埋佢,入左大學先算.

中學果時攞全班第一, O' level 時攞好成績,爸爸媽咪不知幾咁開心,幾咁以我為榮.
估唔到宜家上左JC,次次考試後都要見家長,令到佢地幾丟架...真係好對唔住我架父母.
真係好希望之後果4個月我會生生性性,好好讀書,作最後衝刺!

9.7.10

Frustration and Defeat...

又一次的挫敗感...
究竟人生係為嘜?細個o個時就係咁讀,大個左又係咁做
一世學不完的知識,一世讀不完的書,一世做不完的事,好慢長的

29.5.10

核人憎~!!

賊仔! 總之屋企有d咩值錢野都會俾佢偷左去!!!
之前架係錢,宜家連媽咪同家姐送俾我架野都要攞埋出去俾d外人,你有冇搞錯呀!!!
點解屋企會有個賊架? 我都唔想咁樣講你,但事實上你架行為實在實在太核人憎,太令人討厭啦!
屋企d野可以無啦啦不翼而飛,消聲匿跡。
唔問你當然唔會自招,但有時侯問係唔係你做,你都未必會認果下衰呢.
次次都話改,講就講得好聽啦,但到最後咪又係咁! 死性不改!
我真係唔知佢下一次又會偷d咩走,我真係好想將我'稍為'值錢d架野都鎖起黎,我唔想我d野一件一件咁冇晒呀!

24.5.10

感慨...

當我離開黎個地方架時候,又有d咩係值得我去留戀??